Lo siento.

I've spent a fair bit of time thinking about my friends lately. I love them to death, and they've saved me on countless occasions. But some times over the years I've been unfair to them. Actually, I've been horrible. Not really purposely, either. Which makes me wonder if I'm the wonderful person I'm told I am.

So, let's do some apologizing.

Jasmine, I'm sorry I never replied to your letter. I guess I could just say I was young and stupid, but it wasn't really that... I don't even know why I didn't. And now I have one less friend... Sorry.

Al, I'm sorry for some of the things I've said over the years. I don't mean to upset you, I really don't. I'm just really easily distracted, and say things I don't mean, or say what I think in the worst possible way. I'm sorry, I love you.

S... You are amazing. I don't really know what happened between us, but I wish things could go back to the way it used to be. I miss it.

I know none of them are going to read this, but I needed to put it out there. I put on a record, shall we say.

And to the friends I have now...

Thankyou for putting up with me.

xx